Love me some mota ;)

It really sucks to be the one that loves more.

I don’t like who I am anymore. I used to be so confident but now all that’s left is some stupid insecure girl who feels like she will never be good enough, never be pretty enough. I lost 25 pounds in the past few months but nothing has changed. I still feel like i’m not good enough. 

I wish he would understand why I am the way that I am but I’m starting to realize that he never will and nothing will ever change. I need to wake the fuck up and walk away, and I don’t even think I’m strong enough to do so.


"I was young. It was just the kind of shit that actresses have to go through. Somebody told me I was fat, that I was going to get fired if I didn’t lose a certain amount of weight. They brought in pictures of me where I was basically naked, and told me to use them as motivation for my diet. It was just that. [Someone brought it up recently] They thought that because of the way my career had gone, it wouldn’t still hurt me. That somehow, after I won an Oscar, I’m above it all. ‘You really still care about that?’ Yeah. I was a little girl. I was hurt. It doesn’t matter what accolades you get. I know it’ll never happen to me again. If anybody even tries to whisper the word ‘diet’, I’m like, ‘You can go fuck yourself.”
go ahead and give her and all of them your utmost attention, just don’t be surprised when somebody else has mine.

LOL when I tell people I’m trying to be healthier and shit

(Source: octopussoir-, via n-and-o)

having no internet access SUCKS SO MANY BALLLSSSSSS