I don’t like who I am anymore. I used to be so confident but now all that’s left is some stupid insecure girl who feels like she will never be good enough, never be pretty enough. I lost 25 pounds in the past few months but nothing has changed. I still feel like i’m not good enough.
I wish he would understand why I am the way that I am but I’m starting to realize that he never will and nothing will ever change. I need to wake the fuck up and walk away, and I don’t even think I’m strong enough to do so.